It’s hard for me to sit down at my laptop and begin writing today. This has been an incredibly difficult week for our family. So difficult and personal, that it’s too tender to even share.
I will tell you, that my health is fine and so is my marriage. It’s not me personally but someone very close to me that has been deeply hurt and wounded. It has devastated us all.
This week, I have felt like my heart has been taken out of my chest and stomped on. The pain at moments has been almost unbearable and yet I know God is working even as I am writing this.
Is he refining me? Yes. Is he wanting to see if I love him, really love him, as much as I say I do. Probably.
2 Corinthians 4:17-18 says, For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen, since what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.
I’m so thankful the troubles we go through in this life are temporary. The pain and hurt will lessen over time. I choose to fix my eyes on Jesus, I know I need Him!
This song says perfectly what I’ve been feeling this week.
(I know I have not answered all your questions and emails this week, I will try my best to get caught up.)
Have a blessed day!